Sometimes...

There are times you just wish you could cry. 

You feel like everything is trending against you. You feel it right beneath the surface, begging to come out. It doesn't quite come to the surface, though you know it needs to. You know you want it to, that by letting out that pain, it will somehow make it more bearable.

That's how I feel tonight. Absolutely alone, and the tide is pulling out to sea, rather than lapping against the shore.

And I can't seem to cry.